Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Discoveries and realizations

So today was a good day, didnt really do much but chilled with awsome people were we, sat there and analyzed things basicly being real about shit and thts what i love, ppl you can count on to tell it like it is well we realized that alot shit isnt how it seems....


&& in the process of all this
we also realized i have a big head flip flop wearing stalker;;
theres nothing like a nice sunny day my puppy and greats TRUE friends :)

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Friendship...


Friendship is a beautiful thing great thing..
but you also gotta deal with the bad things to and
always be there for your friend if theres a problem adress it
and clear it up no need to keep the hostility inside thats when bitterness comes and friendship start to crash..

Im very attached to my friends i love em
dearly they make my day and choose my moods
smh that may be a bad thing but they make me feel loved
&& i love em with all my heart regardless of the dumb shit we fight about
the memories we make and the nonsense we do i forever keep with me this sounds mad sappy and shit, but it's true they help create my memories when im 90 with a hunchback and grandkids all there gonna hear is the dumb shit i would do with my friend, from getting mad hyper of cocacola && just bugging the fuck out with iliana♥to getting supper drunk at tashy tash's house && just talking mad shit about feelings after every1 left♥to adriana almost washing some girl cuz she came out her face♥to me && carla declaring our love to each other like drunken fools♥ to me and jen walking all of harlem && getting harrased by mad dudes..

this is why i love sexinthecity even tho is just a show i truly feel like i represents friendship how it shud be they argue && fight but always there like when carie was gonna fuck mr.big, and miranda was going to give birth she dropped every for her maybe imjust to sentimental or i love way to much but i love my FRIENDS!

Soul Mate....

when theres a huge bug in your room and you need someone to kill it

at 2:00am theres not many who will sneak out there house bring a huge shoe and bug spray come from 146 to 103rd just to calm you down, i know someone who would tho♥♥♥♥
*te amo adriana*

Your there thru it all even the terrible times your mentally challenged like me my piercing buddy<33... :-*

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Ugh.....

"jenn" (8:26:23 PM): ahi mi hija yo toy tan lonely
Natt112 (8:26:27 PM): omfg
Natt112 (8:26:30 PM): i feel the same
Natt112 (8:26:31 PM): =(
"jenn" (8:26:49 PM): shit sucks man
"jenn" (8:26:59 PM): i feel like ive been used by dudes all my grown up life
Natt112 (8:27:31 PM): i feel you
Natt112 (8:27:32 PM): son
Natt112 (8:27:34 PM): smfh
"jenn" (8:27:46 PM): and im simply fed up.
Natt112 (8:27:53 PM): i just found out
Natt112 (8:27:56 PM): today that me ex
Natt112 (8:28:06 PM): had wifey
Natt112 (8:28:15 PM): all thruout our relationship
"jenn" (8:28:18 PM): wow
Natt112 (8:28:20 PM): -_-
Natt112 (8:28:28 PM): even tho thats not my man anymore
Natt112 (8:28:31 PM): it hurt
Natt112 (8:28:35 PM): i felt mad used
"jenn" (8:28:36 PM): of course it did
Natt112 (8:28:37 PM): feel*
"jenn" (8:28:38 PM): your only human
Natt112 (8:28:47 PM): exactly
"jenn" (8:28:52 PM): shit sucks
"jenn" (8:29:08 PM): i wish i can tell you suttin to make you feel better but i can i have nothing good to say
"jenn" (8:29:11 PM): im drained
Natt112 (8:29:24 PM): dont worry about it
Natt112 (8:29:33 PM): just wanting you to make me to feel better helps
Natt112 (8:29:41 PM): =-*
Natt112 (8:29:59 PM): but yeah the guy from rainbows never called me
"jenn" (8:31:12 PM): ah screw him
"jenn" (8:31:17 PM): he was a little kid anyway
"jenn" (8:31:25 PM): man im so lonely for real for real
Natt112 (8:31:35 PM): lmao
Natt112 (8:31:40 PM): lil kid
"jenn" (8:31:48 PM): whats up with just having good ol fashion companionship
Natt112 (8:31:55 PM): i feel u
Natt112 (8:31:58 PM): man
Natt112 (8:32:03 PM): smh
"jenn" (8:32:04 PM): is it really that hard
"jenn" (8:32:05 PM): damn
Natt112 (8:32:10 PM): he was funny tho
"jenn" (8:32:12 PM): were poppin ass girls wdh
"jenn" (8:32:21 PM): yeah he was he will probably call you
"jenn" (8:32:27 PM): he just hasnt mustered the courage
Natt112 (8:32:51 PM): lol
Natt112 (8:32:54 PM): aww true true
Natt112 (8:33:03 PM): is funny tho cuz i saw him again
Natt112 (8:33:09 PM): and he asked me out to the movies
"jenn" (8:33:18 PM): aww thats cute.
Natt112 (8:33:22 PM): but he still never called-___-
"jenn" (8:34:35 PM): blah.
"jenn" (8:34:42 PM): im so sick of dudes
"jenn" (8:34:48 PM): and that stupid thing called love.
"jenn" (8:34:54 PM): im drained in general
"jenn" (8:35:01 PM): like i just want to go awayyy far away and never come back
Natt112 (8:35:22 PM): damn my darling
Natt112 (8:35:37 PM): i feel the same like i just wannna disapear
Natt112 (8:35:47 PM): out the face of the earth forget about
Natt112 (8:35:50 PM): everyting
"jenn" (8:36:36 PM): i do too
Natt112 (8:36:42 PM): we out♥
"jenn" (8:37:31 PM): yeah we really are
Natt112 (8:38:16 PM): im BLOGGING THIS
Natt112 (8:38:19 PM): =]


Ilyyy jenn♥...

Sunday, March 29, 2009

melodias/tunes...saturday night






So yesterday night me && my girlies head out to melodias, for nobel's birthday we all was looking o' so poppin we was there having a bugg out i was busting out my bodacious dance moves they wasn't ready at melodias for us ..


We were starting to get impatient because the birthday boy, came supper late, but once he got there we started drinking and me && carlita had way to much to drink smh, the night went from good to me being sad && upset for various reasons but overall had good fun with my girlies love them OD OD ♥♥....

Middle finger to

Napkin throwing

LMAO...

"FUCKING JERK,JERK,JERK"

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Sentimental days


So as i sit in my job eating a hershey sundae pie
that didn't even belong to me, doing everything except what im getting paid for listening to my coworker talk about how much she loves her boyfriend and all the great things he does made me think about me && my pathetic love life, and how everynight all i seem to feel is lonelyness, and i wish it wasn't that way i wish, i didnt care about my love life and everyguy i seem to encounter manages to just fool me into thinking one thing and then they just dissapear from my life i dont ask for much just someone to give me attention and make me feel loved, someone who loves my retarted crazy ass for me like my friends do, i mean this is probably every girls complaint in life but what can i say this is about the only thing i feel im missing i got great friends, a job now all i need is a good dick deliverer and ill be a happy camper, sometimes i wonder if sex fucks things up when your talking to a guy or maybe im just wack at sex && at love or talking to guys period maybe it's just always gonna be just natalie with no && just natalie.......

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

So yeah saturday hurry up!


So me && tashy tash; await for saturday like we getting dick or someshit us girls are going out we gonna pop bottles like we models dance like video whores; madd fun
i need this i havent partied with my girls in so long .My life right now is work,work,work,work bum ass h&r block me & tash are gonna burn that shit down, and steal the money this old lady that works with me who i wanna throw down a flight of stairs drives me crazy all day, but on a lighter note today was cool after work talking shit in TASHANDA'S house imma auntie to her her bunny bellabutton =].....