Sunday! afternoon easily became a sunday night....

AHHH; vansz bbq with my hoes
it was kinda ehh; at first but we found some nut crackers && bud talked shit about every lame there, made it fun<3sunday>






TE AMO TASHANDA! <3>"After awhile being hurt is just to much work"


feeling the same exact way starts to get annoying specially when its a hurtfull thing so the easy way out is to no just not give a fuck that may pretty hard sometimes, but life has to go on wether you want it to or not being cold hearted is the easiest and painless way to go i feel you mami thats why im right there with you FUCK THE WORLD, FUCK YOU, FUCK LIFE but most of all FUCK NIGGAS! =]

The friendship the "love" the dissapointment <3

The "love"
now im in a perdicament that i never thought i would be in
im the "other girl" to someone that i see myself falling in love with to someone that as much as i may try not to admit can hurt me in the long run, but im still there in the passenger seat gazing into his eyes, the more we speak the deeper i fall, he seems to care he always calls but at the end of it all his girl is the one he chose its always just a HUGE dissapointment.

The friendship
soo lately i have been slacking on my schoolwork, my life my future
&& adriana called me out on it "listen natalie wake up at 8am tomorrow you need to stop slacking its been to long" so i tell her you go it G because she's right so we get up that early friday and drag ourselves to figure out my school life and after were done from all that we go to the park for a walk because we were bored and had nothing better else to do we ended up on the swings i felt like a little kid again it was awsome then we did this hour "hike" to see this little red light house all the way at the other side yes were lossers :) the view was great tho

The model life is desire

Modeling is beautiful,

it's art its raw its honesty in a brutal way

&& the fashion oh; the fashion i love <3!

Btw, these chanel runway shoes are AWOSOME, i

wish i had those so i can wear em and shoot every bum ass

motherfucker i encounter which almost every male i know to bad there worth 1,000 of dollars =/