Just when it starts to feel right...

I just don't get it?

and the worst of it all is that i actually care and caring requires emotions that i wish i never had

"You are at the mercy of your lover"

i thought we were on the same page, i was deeply mistaken, i just wish i went about it like you, didn't give a fuck like you i and maybe that way i wouldn't be upset right now, but i'm just a crazy ass silly me,silly o'l me.

:] :] :]

19 years of my life have gone by.....

I love my girls dearly they made my born day sooo much fun <3

:] we argue and curse like were husband and wife but at the end of it all its Love...

Welcome back!

Yeah i know i haven't blogged in a awhile...

Im back D.R was HOT,STICKY and HARD LIVING -_-
My cousins are worth it tho...
My Hick lovers <3
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On a second note my birthday is coming up on saturday i think its adorable that my girls are going so hard to make it fun for little ol me =D; i love you bitches....

Harsh days happy nights

I leave on tuesday;;
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

The fact that i think my family isn't happy to see me saddens me & the fact that i feel like i'm losing my best friend breaks my heart but i keep a smile on my face the show must go on.....

"Jeffy": i do and i miss you terribly
me: i miss you to soo much =(
"Jeffy": im sorry im difficult and stress you
me: is okay jeffy peanut butter
"Jeffy": ill promise to treat you right
"Jeffy": like you deserved to be treated

Were such fags i know..
to bad he's leaving me =/

gotta work for what you want,,,,

Well, if you know me well enough you would know that my dream, my goal in life was/is to be a model and lately ive been slacking ive gotten very discouraged ive been through alot because ofeverything ive done to acheive my goal and im still not there.

Recently an agent i had passed away, and even though we had our differences i have alot to thank him, he showed me alot of things i needed to know he helped me shape my backbone and im really greatfull for that im going to miss you doc..

So ive decided to get back on my shit is not going to be easy but im gonna do it, most of you guys havent seen my walk, but those who have know the deal ;-] i show them how its done the only thing im confident about for the most part, its like im two different people wish me luck guys <3

Listen to this.

Its august 3rd && im leaving to D.R in a few days im happy to get away!

im going to miss my doggie dearly =(

Cold Hearted bitter bitch its all an act because everyone has a heart but i can sure play the part well when i have to, its so crazy now a days because instead of showing feelings i find better ways on hiding them deeper and deeper, you can hurt me but you'll never get the pleasure of knowing you did so, and blahh all the bull take risk go for it whats the point if the hints are clear?

Guys now are just "so when you coming over?"

what happened to the "dates"? movies -_____-

& i dont always blame the guys because some girls make the mistakes of thinking that if you fuck a guy you like right away you'll have him to keep, they'll never admitt that tho they'll hit with the "ooh i dont care he was just a fuck anyway" but at the end of the day she'll be bitter because she wanted something real all along...

just a few ramblings i have in my brain, so my birthday is on its way im looking foward to a bugg out with my friends and imma start my tatoo process, put piercings on hold i think i have enough for now =]......

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It was an awsome night, party hopping with my girls!!

i wanna thank jajie && tashy for pullingdown my skirt when it was needed <3

Soooo, we started of at this bachelor party/party the guys there were so awsome && respectfulnot to mention all the free grey goose && bud :D..

Then we headed off to matt's shit which was oh so poppin aswell dancehall queen right herecouldent stop dancing smh

Hoesz;;I love you punk :]

Kat is a boost && this pic is hilarious

Studda budda!! =]

Jenn && me got it in all night ;-]

Dilians dress was oh so poppin

Iloveher

We was beyond SMACKEDD..

Very much needed night :-]

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